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amistill chill: i want a tube top ahahaha
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[17 Mar 2005|11:32pm] |
im barley alive
my heart just sunk at the thought
of where youre at..
youre not with me & im losing hold on the center of my life
its turning black...
"i feel alone in this fucking city"
miles of separation with only a phone to let you know
its killing me to stay so far away
but i cant go back to that fucking place
where i gave up my dreams
and i broke myself for acceptance
but it never embraced me
and it crushes me to know
every word i wrote to you
never saw the light of day
would it have changed a thing?
could it have taken away our pain?
it was a lesson learned & it was one i could have done without
i cant live with a broken heart
when its the one thing we share
a million miles away so i'll keep waiting..
i'll be waiting right here
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[14 Mar 2005|05:48am] |
so deep that it didnt even bleed
& catch me off guard
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[12 Mar 2005|12:15am] |
im late
[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal
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[06 Mar 2005|04:48am] |
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one day i want to have a boyfriend who is okay with that fact that i am his girlfriend & thats it.
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[05 Mar 2005|01:15pm] |
well georgia was fun
we all saw sarah's pusson. evan lifted up her skirt and some one snapped a pic.
( Read more... )
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[18 Feb 2005|01:10pm] |
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i hope its something worth the waiting, cause its the only time that i ever feel real
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[23 Jan 2005|07:46pm] |
i have to change my lj.
yoraebeez
sarah makes cats purr
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[19 Jan 2005|01:27am] |
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if youre callin bout my heart, its still yours. i shouldve listened to it a little more. then it wouldn't have taken me so long to know where i belong & by the way, boy this is no machine youre talkin to. cant you tell, this is austin & i still love you
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[13 Jan 2005|07:06pm] |
i talked to guidance and the ged thing wont work cause im under 18, but shit is awesome because im taking an extra class after school every day so i can be a senior in december.
& then later when i walk i want to see everyone there.
its going to be sweet because im going to graduate, walk, college, get rich, & then buy a huge fucking place to live so all of you assholes have somewhere to live.
other wise everything is shit.
"weve been to the edge & we know what its like to wanna die
& thats something we wont glorify"
pajama time
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[10 Jan 2005|06:36pm] |
you don't want to know why i can't quite talk
you don't want to know what makes my heart stop
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[05 Jan 2005|01:38pm] |
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[Describe your]
x. [Wallet] empty
x. [What do you want done with your body when you die] cremated and sprinkeled in sarahs hair
x. [How many songs do you have on your computer?] i couldent even figure out my own ipodular
x. [Last movie you saw] garden state
x. [Last thing you had to eat] worms
x. [How many fillings do you have?] its like i dont even have teeth any more. i brush my fillings.
x. [Describe your style in one word] jocked (mostly by raccoons &
the large)
[ Your Friends ] are jammin
x. [Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?] when i wake up
x. [Do you wash your hair less than once a week?] more like never
[favorite]
x. [Radio] the country stations jams esp. when your cd player has had AN in it for 50 years.
[this or that]
x. [Coke/Pepsi] PEPSI
x. [Day/night] night
im bored lets do something
call my new cell (904.911.1765)
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[04 Jan 2005|06:02pm] |
ill be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
in an open tab when your judgements on the brink.
ill be the phonograph that plays your favorite
albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep..
ill be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you
you wontt have to strain to look into my eyes.
ill be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
with the collar up so you won't catch a cold..
i want to take you far from the cynics int his town
and kiss you on the mouth
we'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
start a brand new colony
where everything will change,
we'll give ourselves new names- identities erased
the sun will heat the grounds
under our bare feet in this brand new colony
everything will change
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[22 Dec 2004|12:28am] |
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. rae
2. rae bear
3. raerae - emily& lauren
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. a sarah
2. b wears
3. c glasses
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. katie
1. sarah
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. getting old
2. cops
3. fat people
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. im not tellin cause you would never believe me
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THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. interpol
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TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. i miss my dog
2. i have big eyes
3. im happy
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. clothes (pants esp.)
2. hugging ability
3. the feeling they give you
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. 2. 3. 
THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. mortimor
2. judge lee
3. baby fucker
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. fix this
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[21 Dec 2004|12:57am] |
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everyones going to bed alone tonight.
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[15 Dec 2004|09:09pm] |
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i walk alone
i try alone
ill wait for you- don't want to die alone
so please come home soon
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[14 Dec 2004|11:22pm] |
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wolverine was sad and it made him mad
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SARAH CAN SEE RATER R MOVIES
happy birthday sarah!! go to hell!!
ruvyouh!
livejournal knows damnit.
1st time :
2nd time :
i swear on memas life i didnt change any of that.
great christ click that link and take this shit.
oh &
i had this dream that i was a mom and it was shitty because my son died while he was fishing, i woke up crying but then in less than 10 minutes i felt better than i ever have in my entire life. i love you.
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[23 Nov 2004|01:20am] |
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some of you all may not know, but one of the most incredible people in the world is about to have a birthday. if you cant figure out what to get sarah some suggestions might be anything along the lines of say maybe a cat to a nice new glasses carrying case. but forreal the fucker deserves the world & everything in it but me and katie are poor so someone please hook her up.
also today sarah's sister kelly was supposed to have her baby, i haven't talked to her but i hope everything ran smoothly. if someone talks to her let me know.
aaaaaaaanddd...
i wanna go see manatees.
whenever im alone with you- you make me feel like i am home again
whenever im alone with you- you make me feel like i am whole again
however far away i will always love you
however long i stay i will always love you
whatever words i say i will always love you
i will always love you
p.s. i don't have blood in my system, its really spider bait. and it works.
p.p.s. KATIE AND BRIAN ARE DATING. this is beautiful!!
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